Archive for December, 2008

img_1625Today i found out that Kirana can put herself on her tummy.  She was on her box and  I was in front of the computer. So now and then  I will check her to make sure she is OK (well.. mostly i was busy with my chat i guess :P), and when i check her, i found out that she is on her tummy!!! voilllaaaa!! the first thing i wanna do is try to find the camera… bummmeerrrr!!! the battery is almost empty so can’t give the proper flash. it’s winter so it’s kinda dark inside the house.

Oh, how proud I am of my little baby, she keeps giving me surprises with her development. it’s an amazing feeling to see this little girl become more and more playful and do what her parents are able to do.

It gives me tears  of happiness to see all those miracles, but also give me a deep sadness. If i go back to work, i will miss those first time moments… I will miss when she can crawl, or stand or walk for the first time. I know i work for her too… but still, first time never comes twice.


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So here  I am in the middle of my maternity leave. I’m so lucky that I can get 7 months off and still get paid for taking care of my baby…  I wish i could get a longer time off with the paycheck in my account 😛

It’s been so long since my last blogging..  Pretend to be busy, I guess..img_1291-small1

But well, motherhood is very challenging,  I can’t imagine having another baby right now, not just because the hassles, but mostly because I just wanna have enough time with Kirana. She’s so cute and adorable. Still can’t believe that I have a lovely and healthy baby girl now. I really enjoy to be with her, even when she’s sleeping, i love to keep looking at her or kissing her chubby cheek.

Being a mother also makes me realize that i can’t do all things by myself and my absent mind sometimes cause some trouble in the beginning.img_0850-small2 Just like the time when I forgot I was boiling some eggs, and the eggs boiled dry and even exploded! Or leaving the laundry for hours, but still I manage to bake some cakes so now and then. At the end i am (should be) a superwoman who can do everything by myself… (hmm, thanks to hubby for being supporting actor :P)

Being at home doesn’t mean the house will be on the immaculate condition, lately img_1595-small1I’m crazy about card making, so “ABRAKADABRAAA”  i turn my dining table into my working space 😀 no complaint from hubby since he moves to living room for dinner 😛 well, the complaint is only the money that i spent for buying all that stuff, i bet he crossed his finger and wishing that i won’t be bored with my new hobby.

Kirana has a settled into a schedule for sleep and breastfeed, that means i have more time to watch telly 😛 hey.. has more time doesn’t mean i should clean the house,right :D?  that’s hubby’s part ( i add that on his wedding vow.. i am christian taking you, ovie to be my wife and will clean the house for the rest of my life…) and the brilliant part is now i can remember all the channel number that i always watch, that’s is another advantage for being at home (shame on me…).

I didn’t realize how much i really love to take care Kirana until Vertigo hit me yesterday. The world’s spinning so badly until i can’t stand on my own. I really miss to carry her, hug her, and play with her.

I can’t stop to say and tell the world that she’s sooooo adorable and beautiful. She’s 68cm and 9.2 kilos now… We’re a little bit worried with her weight, so we already checked with our GP if she’s over weight or not… Well,doesn’t mean that we want her to be a size 0. No way jose!

img_1330-small1img_1431-small1She’s very healthy 4.5 months baby and she already has 2 teeth now. She loves to go shopping with us and especially this month where all the store have the blink blink for Christmas decoration (ah well, no diamond yet,baby..). To watch her grow up is a blessing, sometimes we tell each other that Kirana is img_1046-small1more like me than hubby,vice versa…  She is so playful and very nice to stranger. She will give them big smile if they try to talk with her. Ah yeah, she laughs with tongue out too.. a little bit Michael Jordan i guess. She loves to be on her dad’s shoulder and playing along with daddy and (of course) pulling his hairs (that’s how the hair is gone :P).

img_1606-small1To think that i should go back to work and leave her at creche is hard for me… gonna miss the playing time during the day with her,but not the part when her poo is exploded everywhere 😀

I love you so much,babe!

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my dear Kirana

my lullaby for you, my dear Kirana

sleep tight and have a beautiful dream

mommy loves you much and always

(hmm, but next feb,mommy will be on duty again…)

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